"The buildings in the
labour camp were all much the same: made of grey concrete, with
barred windows. The large common rooms had no decoration whatsoever
and looked austere and grim. Our block was the lowest. It stood-
like the others- around a common yard with no greenery. A tall wall
with wires was fenced in the camp.
We used to be woken up at
dawn by the wailing of the sirens. It was still dark and biting
cold outside the block of flats where we had been allotted but it
felt good to sneak out of those greyish, grimy and verminous sheets
and blankets. The building squatted on the ice and, in the inside,
one felt like living in a rat-hole but, in fact, we were too hungry
to try and think of anything except food.
Breakfast was spent on two
slices of stale bread and two cups of tea that tasted like lukewarm
and dirty tap water. We used to stay silent because we could only
concentrate on wolfing the little food we were given. I remember
to have seen some birds quietly fly past the windows on some occasions
but there weren't too many animals around the area. I hardly ever
saw a deer; let alone a polar bear!
We were so underfed that
our faces were as white as chalk and one had to smack one's cheeks
sharply to bring the colour of blood back to them. There were no
gleams of hope for us over those years. We were always so tired
and life was so dull, grey and hard that some of us often collapsed
in the utterest despair.
Sometimes, on Saturday evenings,
we used to gather in one of the halls in the basement and someone
would produce a few bottles of vodka out of his torn up pockets.
After a couple of hours there was a sort of heavy contentment, the
sort of contentment a well-fed beast might feel, in a life which
had become so simple."
(inspired by George Orwell's Down
and Out in Paris and London)
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